Hmm today is the 20th may but its not like its special or anythg.
There are so many stories i wanna share but A's are taking the best of me and it has got me worried so badly, nothing i've ever felt for O's. I used to wonder why all these people took forever to blog. And now i am turning into one of them. As much as i want to, i cant. Blogging would require me to find the material, language and its just added stress on top of what im facing already. Ok so in short, the past ten days.
I met Ramly and it was probably the best thing ever. Having not met for 2 months, it felt good to meet again. Just so happy to be meeting again and hopefully the relationship just keeps getting better.
So the past 10 days i've met with more lows than high. It has been tough and you feel so all alone but oh gosh i have my religion and my God and these have helped me tremendously in going over that period. And also i had this to make me feel (slightly) better. (i love nutella, in a big way)
And this weekend, i went for a performance!!!!! Great way to spent time with people who has been such constant and rock in my life for the past 1 and half yr?
And to you who turned a year older, just grow wiser. You are like the one who give me the problem and i am like your critical thinker. I honestly feel you cant work without me har har. But this is to our good times, bad and future.
On top of it all, with D being in my life, things are changing, so many twists and turns in my life. Ceh, it feels so dramatic. Eh it actually feels more like my sec2 zaman jahiliah life hahahahahaha. But regardless, i am thankful because i feel myself growing, becoming more matured. My thinking are more structured and my opinions towards relationship are more developed. All this will make me a better person, if God willing.
It was such a lovely weekend and one more week till ....... mugging!!!!!!