The last time this happened i had a breakdown and i really thought that i'll never survive and live on.
But years later (HAHAHAHAH OMG ITS LIKE AS THOUGH IM 20SMTHG AND THIS HAPPENED WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER BUT LOOK WHO'S STILL A TEENAGER-.-) i am getting better and you're no longer my weakness. I have Him right where He belongs.
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This week was super tiring but there was a nice ending on fri night with a rocking concert! My girls did fantastic and i gave them a treat which i hope they were happy with! The star of the show stole my heart as always and someone did have a good night that night hahahahahah
Saturday was off, back to my hometown with a bus load of people whom i grew attached too. Everyone was tired and at their breaking point but we held on and continued the trip with much laughter and lessons to be learnt. The girls are suspecting something is up and even my heart is sensing something. But the most sensible one keeps me rooted and reminds me what is important. How do i explain this nonsense to my heart, that a heart aint a brain (gosh girl remember this song that we used to hum to all the time?)
Later that night my fears were confirmed and now things are really messed up. How did it get to this point? Tsk.