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I admit, i am difficult


{Monday, March 12, 2012} 4:48 PM

My results were good, not as i expected but then again i wasnt expecting anything because i didnt wanna be disappointed. But it was good and i am proud of myself and somehow i've gotten the energy back to study and get my A's, if God willing.

Now im gonna share a story called Natural Disaster. One morning this girl was heading to assembly when she realised she left something in the canteen! She couldnt leave it there because it was too valuable neither could she be late for assembly, for it will bring severe consequences. So to be able to achieve both she had to run all the way to the canteen which was almost like two stories down and while running, her friend called out her name. While running she turned to look at her friend and BAM! smthg huge hit her, hard. It was so bad that she jumped a step back, fell dramatically on her bottom and her body was leaning to the side, as though ready to roll had there been a little bit more energy. It caught her off guard, she was shocked in all the entire meaning of the word. Everything else dimmed out, people were walking hurriedly oblivious to her unfortunate plight and the only thing that entered her was this girl's shriek "omg is she ok!?!". She calmed herself down and the big boy tried to help her up but she shook him off. She tried, twice, to get up and clean her herself and ran. Kept running. Up till a point her heart was beating so fast and she was shaking profusely and just wanted to sit down and cry. The shock was enormous that it made her weak a one point of time. But what doesnt kill you (literally) makes you stronger and so she took a deep breath and continued on with life.

It was truly a wake up call and for that moment, she thought of her bff whom always told her to be stronger and take care of herself.
I pitied the girl, no one deserve to be knocked down that way, literally, unless they know they are subscribing themselves to it (read:football)

Besides that, the next phenomenal thing that happened in my life was of course me turning legal. I have the cutest friend, one got the month right but the date wrong and the other got the date and month right, but only on the wrong day. Apparently in her world she was a day faster than me. Heh my classmates gave me a surprise and i kinda guess/not guess but i was still surprised! So it happened like this- we were suppose to go out and eat since i had lessons at 2pm but they had other errands to run first. They took forever till we were already too late to go and eat because i'll never get back in time for my lesson. Of course i was disappointed but oh well canteen food is good too.... And then pizza appeared from their back and surprise surprise. Then came the pranks, which i was anticipating for the whole day. They made me do silly things but the final straw came when they gave me mint oreo biscuits. Yes it was not that bad till i realise that the mint came from colgate. Right. Nevertheless i accepted it and thanked them for my birthday.

They gave me-

So i am to eat all these sweets and along the way i am to discover bits and pieces of the notes they had for me. It was the sweetest thing (literally too) and i was so touched that i wanted to cry. It might not be a pricey gift but the time they spent on overwhelmed me that i felt so... love. Imagine, having to think was to write, and put it in. One even cut out papers to write on and covered it with aluminium foil- all these in miniature size! I was like... its smthg i'll never do because i dont have the patience. But they took time from their homework/exam packed week to make this for me and i feel its the best gift anyone can ever get. Gift of time heart

That night i had camp and was unable to sleep but it was with amazing people so i didnt mind. On the morning of my birthday i rushed back home to get to this seminar at ntu and i was shagged beyond words that i wanted to scream at the world. But i kept calm and went through the day just as it was. I nearly wanted to give meeting my bff a miss but he was so excited to meet me that i was ok lets go.

We went for early dinner at his workplace and we sat at a table with this stranger who wasnt a stranger after all but it was ly who has been ignoring me since forever and thought it would be a great birthday surprise. Me in my tudung hit ly on his shoulder and asked what he was doing here. I wanted to scream demanding he explain himself but i realised what a situation i was in so i kept calm. We had a fantastic dinner just me and my best friends and of course they made me stand on the chair and sang me a song. Super sweet but it didnt end there.

On the ride home, MFH passed me my gift which i thought didnt exist because i didnt see it padahal die simpan dlm bag. I just said thank you and held it tightly.
Ly asked me to open it so im like okay... and i saw...

I nearly burst into tears because i knew how much this cost and it was such a sweet thing to get me. I couldnt believe it and i was so touched and now i know, he is my best friend in the whole wide world (perangai tak patut, dpt hadiah mahal je trus bff in whole wide world-.-) hahaahhahaha but i was really touched and now imma fulfill his birthday wish heart

Shaktikuu also got me smthg and ahhhhhhh it was gorgeouuuuuuus


The party didnt end there because my cousin invited over for some kinect time and they took dimmed the lights and gave me molten chocolate cake that was ameeeeehzing. They got me a gift too and i felt so loved for that night and the rest of my life.
Overall, it was the best birthday everrrrrr.

The next day the people at home threw me another party.

Now I am sick and exams are coming and it feels like ugh

I am so thankful for this life and the wishes ive gotten from NFA, to V to NJ to my wondergirls to fp and everyone else.

I felt so loved and my wish for the world is that everyone feels loved too, all the time (ceh)

Driving license is not really top of the list the now, but maybe after A's, it'll be.



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