Holidays over and another 10 weeks of school to end the syllabus and major exam #2 and time will really fly!
I am prepared/not prepared for tmr, i am in a state of dividedness (if it even exists). But i've studied well, done all my hmk, paid attention in class and done all i can and now i... tawakal.
Two people are in a relationship but there will always be one that cares more. This person who cares more will give in more, will say sorry first, will take the blame instantly... anything to save the relationship. The partner gets comfortable with being able to run away from taking blame, from treating the other unfairly and basically being a total jerk in all its definition. The relationship gets one sided along the way, the scale tilted to one side heavily.
And one day, the person who cares more realise that they dont have to care anymore, that there is a choice to stay or leave and it has come to the point that leaving sounds like a much better plan. Yes the heart hurts but it will heal, time heals all doesnt it? But mind over matter, something better will be up ahead.
And one day, the person who cares more realise that they dont have to care anymore, that there is a choice to stay or leave and it has come to the point that leaving sounds like a much better plan. Yes the heart hurts but it will heal, time heals all doesnt it? But mind over matter, something better will be up ahead.
What im trying to convey is dont treat the person like shit for so long. (ok ''so long'' is subjective. when you realise a change in tone, get the hint) If you think you can ignore, so can your partner. Two can play this game.
Without me realising there is actually this anger deep in my heart but i ignore because if i let it eat my heart up, the effects would be ugly. And why have a black heart? Its a choice and i wanna let this matter slide and just swallow.
Maybe there is reflection to be done on my part and ive been doing it alot recently. Over the years ive become into someone i promised myself i would never be ( cliché ) and now i am trying to redeem myself and be a better person/sister/student/friend.
This is to a better future 