So everyone is complaining that they're tired and one even said "isnt it sad that the happiest thg to us now is being able to get good sleep?" I cant help but be pissed (then again im pissed at everythg) HELLO WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN LIVING ALL THESE WHILE????? Happiest thing is to get some sleep? SERIOUSLY? Its that bad? Its not like you have to cycle 7km to school. Wait dont talk about cycle, you dont even have to spend 7 hours just to get to school right?!?!?!?!?! You live relatively near to sch and you can go home everyday to your bed and your parents and good food. What about those in boarding schools? You have friends to share good laughs with, you even have perfect limbs and senses to be so thankful for! And the.happiest.thg.is.to.get.sleep? I know its just a statement and its important to you that you get sleep but ugh when i heard that i was like... The happiest thing you should be so thankful for is being able to study and get quality education and having such high safety when you travel to and fro from school.
I believe that sleep can be achieved. You wanna sleep 9 hours a day? Oh no problem. Just dont do youre hmk/study/watch tv/call your boyfriend and definitely you can get 9 hours of sleep. Its what the teachers have been preaching to us all our lives: time management.
I am on the verge of no return and nearly cried bucket full of unnecessary tears just because of a small chapter in this wonderful subject i am gonna sit the advanced level exam for at the end of the yr. Such things to cry over right? But you love it so much and want to excel in it to show that hey i really i enjoyed learning this and you are trying so damn hard and still...
It has come to the point that i realise: EVEN IF IM NOT FINE, I JUST HAVE TO BE. Its not really much of a choice here, the consequences of screwing this up is just too large to even be thinking about it in the first place.