The week started off with 8 to 5 on top of which i really had no break at all(no joke) till like 340pm? But it was due to poor planning because i insisted on having back to back consultation during the break times. It wasnt really that bad since consultation was at the cafe so i could eat but little did i know, not having time to relax your brain actually have severe consequences. Of course you need rests during lessons, look at green things, relax your eyes and during consultation its kinda relaxed anyway but my brain is still working so now i guess im really paying the price. Its thursday today and i feel like crap. Weekend is coming soon but guess who got some silly thing on saturday!!!!! The whole bunch is of course not happy but ... wtv. Its like i wanna complain but everyone else is also feeling this way and the batches before me must have felt this way (or even worse) and what i think i need now is reaffirmation that this is normal and we'll survive through this.
Duh of course we will but i have this deep down feeling that i dont i'll ever recover from this, the worked up body clock. Several articles ive read about how students burn midnight oil for exams and yet two months after the exam is over they never fully recovered to be how they used to be during like... lower secondary school days. All this at the expense of my health? Hmm...
I need more time so that leads to letting some other activities just to have that more time to study. Opportunity costs- ugh too heavy
Basically this post is just to say that im tired and im falling on asleep on the laptop which is so unlike me and im so tired but ive got so many things yet to complete (yes i know im not alone sorry for making it seem as though only i have the tough life in the whole wide world) and im not gonna get the sleep i need so imma be cranky tmr and i instantly feel bad for le classmates who have to deal with it :/