I know there are so many people out there facing all sorts of different problems. So am i. This is a problem that has made me unable to focus in class, been daunting me in my sleeps and keeps creeping up when i am not ready to face it. But its such a silly problem and yet somehow i am unable to get rid of it. I am undecisive, of what to where for this friday.
I should not be devoting so much time on it but its forever there in my mind since the announcement yesterday. Over-thinking, forever worrying... well thats me. At this rate i would never achieve my resolution. But there is this feeling of fear and regret that makes me unable to stop all these silly worrying.
Nowadays, i am so bothered by what will be in the future. Previously, i used to be so trapped in the past. It seems like im never in the present. But what syazza(m) said that day of not being able to let go, of both the past and the uncertain future, made me realise. So what if i cant let go, if its so difficult to do it? At least i could try and just.live.in.the.present