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I admit, i am difficult


{Saturday, January 21, 2012} 12:09 AM

Today was great, not like the other days werent. Truth be told i am quite sad that the holiday is now, i hope it'd be in february when im sure i would reaaaaaaaaally need it. But since now i have the holiday already, imma make full use of it- catch up on sleep and sleep as much to pay for the future days i'll be going to miss sleep (even though it clearly does not work that way).

Today in school we had cny celebration and we got to wear our traditional costumes! We being kids in uniform all day everyday was so happy, finally had the chance to release our deprivation! We dressed up and there were bunch of guys who wore white tee and kain pelekat (and everyone started ordering satay from them) and the other bunch who wore long jubah (and began everything in the name of Allah). Bunch of girls wore sari, cheongsam, one even rented the hanbok. It was amazing and here's the picture to show it-

So me being me, i was in a total dilemma of what to wear! If you know me well, you'd know i'd take forever to choose what to wear and i have the tendency to change last minute (heh i can see you smiling and nodding your head). So i wanted to put on this long cheongsam but it revealed too much and quite unsightly for a hijabi like me so i put on my baju kurung. Then it came to the problem of the design! Finally i took what suit best for the theme i was going for- kampung girl. That and my highest heel, i went to school.

It was great being at such height cus i got to see everyone even le eyecandy. After awhile in heels i changed to slippers since we had activities to do and i started running and everyone said i truly achieve my aim- i look like a true minah kampung. It felt good because i didnt try so hard and i was really comfortable in it.

Post celebration was fantastic too (ceh mcm nak step post party kat zouk ah), we took picture with everyone thus the collage. I had too much laugh too till i nearly literally rolled on the floor laughing. Come to think of it, it was a behaviour im ashamed off cus i didnt display the poise that has to be maintained once you don the baju kurung.

My heart felt at ease, the jokes really tickled my heart and i felt lighted for awhile there. But maybe this is all due to the fact that exams are over, for now heh.

In the evening i met ramly and it was truly a beautiful seal (ceh) to the day. I felt so happy to finally meet him and it was great sitting there and telling all the things ive kept inside me. It was truly a the-way-your-friend-makes-you-feel moment.

So imma leave for grandmother's soon and i know i shouldnt be thinking of it but this is the first yr in many yrs that i didnt have to bid goodbye to fp since he'll be going away for quite some time. It feels weird, im tempted to go back there, but its for the best. And i shall fight the temptation away.

/Oh and this is for my fav girl,

See Hany, what i said was true :P and look at the collage, recognise anyone?



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