{Thursday, December 15, 2011} 11:22 PM
Spent 5 days away with the A's and it was quite refreshing because we had more laughs than fights. Got home darker than expected but lucky that the fever is gone. Next year is coming really fast and the one thing i should concentrate on is the A's and thus my studies. But internet has been a distraction (right, blame them) and what i have been reading is annoying me. I read them and i get so frustrated and i walk around the house with my im-pissed-off look and begins shouting at everyone and then everyone else gets angry too and at the end of the day everyone sleeps while being angry at everyone else. And that makes me feel guilty. After a long while, i realise that if it makes me so annoyed reading it, i should just X it right! (my common sense has not been fine these days)

You probably want to know (or not know) what has been upsetting me. Well im reading alot about how people goes on I MISS.. I MISS.. I MISS.. and they dont go on for just three lines, but three whole paragraphs. And i being so engrossed already in reading would end up reading the whole thing and being all "ok so u say u miss all these but writing it wont get it back! what you thinking" + all the nasty words. See what i mean, i could have just stop reading and X the page right! Its partially my fault for wanting to read so much and i admit i do do it sometimes, this I MISS posts. But i just wonder what is the writer thinking? Ok i get it you miss alot of things, so you write it just because? (ok actually this post too, im writing it just because)

Secondly i've been reading about this person not liking this, this person disapproves of this and lately what i've been reading is written by someone i personally know. So when i read what they dont like, i get the shock of my life and end up going "WELL LOOK WHO IS TALKING". Its so weird how people hate other people because of what they do, but they somehow forget that they were once these people (or worse, still behaves like these people!)

Life is full of surprises

He just told me we could be bestfriend and it struck me as near to impossible because i've known him for 4 yrs and he has never seen me mad. Now does this mean we have to start all over again?