Anyway i was watching this show and the guy keep saying that he is happy watching his crush happy. Come to think of it, we have heard many people saying this on tv, on tumblr, on everywhr else. I keep thinking about it alot today and i realised that, in my opinion, its so silly. I mean you like the person (most of us has been there, there has been someone whom we like at a certain period of time, right?) and dont you wanna spend time with this person that you like, this person who takes your breath away all the time who gives you butterflies over and over again this person who makes you smile randomly? So for me, when the person is happy, i want the person to be happy because i made him happy. It does sound selfish in all the definition of the word but come on, doesnt the thought makes you feel so good about yourself? hahahahahhah now that i've said it all out, it IS really selfish eh? When we see them laughing or pictures of them smiling so widely and having a good time, dont we wish that they are feeling that way because of us? Haih............................................................ but these are just my opinion la and i really feel ''seeing him happy makes me happy'' is quite silly. It should actually be ''seeing him happy and knowing that im the reason that he is happy makes me so (damn) happy''. hahahahha what you think hey? (the sentence definitely sounds better arldy right?)

So anyway there are these feelings inside of me that i really need to delete, get it out of my system because i am drowning in these silly feelings for you