Just when i thought i'll be happy that exams are over, this new set of worries set in. Did i answer the question right? Did i even make sense? DID I EVEN DO WELL ENOUGH FOR ME TO BE WORTHY TO BE PROMOTED?!?!?!?!
Reading tweets now and people are stressing over O's and sec 3 exams(!) and i go like swear words all over. I mean come onnnnnnnnnn they are so easy. And just then something hits me hard. haha during that period of time i also felt like the world is gonna end. heck i even got admitted for ''studying too hard'' hahahahahahahahahah and now i bet, a year from now when im gonna take my A's (hopefully!) i will swear and be angry at myself for thinking promos was hard and that it was like the world is gonna end hahahahahahhaha but let me tell you a secret, promos was really a something, i was so scared for it and the fear was so different from the fear of the O's. The fear was like ....... ugh just plain this-fear-is-messing-with-my-head feeling.
Since im already on the topic of school, people keep asking if school is tough omg how do i even answer that?!?!?!?!? duh of course its tough what is not? Something you are new too will definitely be difficult in the beginning and now im getting the hang of it thought but that doesnt mean im doing any better hahahahahahahah
You know the feeling when someone you cared so much for (oh here i go again) suddenly disappears from your life and you go "ah i wish i didnt meet him" "ah he is such a mistake" "ah why did he even enter my life?!?!!??!?!". Well i never really felt like it before because i believe that everyone enters for a reason and there is definitely smthg to be learnt from their presence (how cliche that sounds) but now, this situation i am, is so crazy and spiraling out of control and the intense emotion im dealing with now is so huge that i just wanna go GOSH I WISH I DIDNT MEET YOU BEFORE, THAT YOU NEVER ENTERED MY LIFE, THAT WE WERE NEVER FR
ok goodbye