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I admit, i am difficult


{Wednesday, October 12, 2011} 11:42 PM

While walking to school that day i fell asleep. It was so silly that i could fall asleep while walking!!!! And when i woke up i was wondering why am i here-.- This morning i woke up with a heavyness in my head and i was like thinking, there is a purpose for me to wake up this early but what is it! And when someone woke me up telling me its already 630am i was like yea so whats the significance? And then she said the S word. Oh how much i dread this, but i really shouldnt right because this is for my good? At least im not wasting my time eventhough im not really enjoying it right? Oh well this is just another phase i need to get over.

In school i was overwhelmed by this heavy feeling and i was in no mood- at all. Thinking back i was really walking real slow in school and till now im not able to comprehend how i had managed to do that. My friends were hurrying me and when i wouldnt budge, they decided to join me in walking slowly only to realise they couldnt. Come to think of it again, if someone told me to walk as slowly as i did just now, i would never be able to do it again. Another prove that our lives has become too fast paced and we're not able to relax? Yes i think so too.

There was something amazing that i wanted to blog about but i cant remember it. School is now a series of 2hr mt lessons and another 2hr of short pw meeting and then im free. A few other lessons here and there but most of the time im really free in the evening. Too bad that ly is out, oh just imagine the fun and the places we would have been able to go to!



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