Today school started after promos and what was I to expect, more intensive for the exams we'll be taking in 20 more days. The feeling of bliss destroyed by a paper labelled 'the timetable'. But everything that is undesirable will end? And i shall wait for this to end, so i shall countdown to the end of it har har
My heart is hurting and its not because of boys(only). There are other things that are getting to me as i grow older these days. Like hopes, friendships, disappointments and i just wanna scream at these people, or rather their acts, that really irks me and pains my heart. But i cant so i decided that maybe i will use the internet and drop hints? Hah or so i thought it was a good idea. After i tried it, i thought my inner thoughts would be happier because all the anger is out but im so wrong. The more i let out, the more i wonder- have my words hurt who werent meant to be hurt? And thus i deleted it all out. The reason for saying this is that, i realise that what others do to us, doesnt mean we have to get back at them. They hurt us but doesnt really mean we have to hurt them back- lets just pray for their happiness and well-being (and stay away from them because what is good being with people who breaks our heart?) so i hope you reading this can benefit for this experience that im sharing here (ceh). This can also be said as the my 2nd phase of letting you go (ceh!)
Now at ramly's place. The only time i can be here before school work bombards me.