{Sunday, September 18, 2011} 7:15 PM
In a world where everythg you do is the only right thg anyone can do, everythg that anyone else do is wrong. Those who do not follow your idea of the 'right' thg will deserve the lousiest treatment that no one should ever receive. You blame them for all the faults and you are the only one right. They try to correct you and you stop them at the first sound because only you are right. In a world where everythg you do is the only right thg anyone can do, you are the boss the king the one in power. Everythg has to go your way, because its right. And in a world where everythg you do is the only right thg anyone can do, it'll be the happiest place where you'll ever be.
But this reality we are all dying in is not such a place, in fact its a place with a diversity of people that i sometimes hate but most of the times i thank for. Because if not for these people i'll never learn and never will realise my strengths. But whats more imprt i'll never realise my mistakes. There's a lesson learnt for every experience hey?


So these past few days was reaaaaaaaaaaaally hectic with the submission of le project and the crashing of le phone. A combination of two undesirables really resulted in ......... a great breakdown. Its was like as though a really huge dam has broken and water flowing like mad crazy chaos to everywhr. Pretty tough times but they dont last. Pulled myself together because in a crisis like this, one blow can push me back and further than whr i started. So a good deep sleep and comfort food plus good company and ive managed to get hold of le self.


''With you standing right there and telling crazy funny jokes, it really stumped me that ive made quite a regret by not taking the chance. I mean, what have i got to lose? Oh wait- my heart. The place whr it all matters at this tender age.
Letting you go may be the best thing i can do with myself but can i deal with the what ifs? To go back and relive it again, will the heart take it? ''


Oh such pressing questions a silly girl will have to wait and see because the future is whr all the answer is at.