"If you have a friend that you are comfortable with, but you're not close to her, and she has this friend that you dont like, what would you do? What will become of your friendship to her?" "Hmm......... well you're not close right? So why bother?" Oh this reminds me of- those who mind dont matter and those who matter dont mind. Well brilliantly answered anisah(the other one). Its silly to think of i friend you i dont friend you at this maturing age but its true, only that now its more complicated, complex and not so easy as before since everyone now is not as tender loving care and forgiving as when we were younger.
It seems like im missing out on a whole lot of fun on twitter/facebook. Just told my girls that if i had twitter i would totally twitpic my luxurious raya holiday while they were in school hehe. If i had a twitter i'd probably have hundreds of average tweets per day seeing how much i talk and how much i cant stop from commenting on a certain remark/picture whatevernot. I feel like im missing out a lot and jealousy is eating me up looking at how well relationship are going but all this is still not enough to get me to create one cus at the end of the day my heart just ache looking at your pictures. But thats another story for another day. People probably have forgotten i existed since they dont see me online and i dont really blame them. But now, i cant help thinking what the future will be like- will my classmates remember me lesser just cus i dont have facebook? I dont even know if thats a scary thought or just smthg i'll get over easily...
These posts that i write, sometimes its not intended for you but you somehow feel it- which is good. Cause that means you realise you've made a mistake somewhr so why dont you get to it and fix the broken bridges, forgive those harsh words, and get yourself to be forgiven at the same time? Its never too late. You dont have to feel lonely, you just have to reach out. Dont worry, these are not for you cus the one person its for will never guess that its actually for them, that its actually my true raw feelings about the situation we're in now.
The days are becoming hotter just as i am becoming lazier.
ON THE OTHER HAND! Raya has been good especially with the ij ppl, cca, and sec sch outings coming up. Just hoping it'll happen!
