What i just wanna say is that i know i deserve smthg better and even if you dont think so, i just wanna stop thinking about what you think! I've been trying to take your advices, or more like remarks, into consideration but now i realise its so silly. To you im all bad and thats fine by me. Its not difficult. Its easy actually. What you think of me tells me that i dont really need you because i do not want to be with someone who cant think of at least one little good thing about me.

Maybe you wanna know but maybe you dont but lemme just tell you, I was invited to watch B.o.B live (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) but the people who's been taking care of me and knows whats best for me, le parents, said a firm no (eventhough im sure they didnt give much thought about it) and of course me being the rebellious teen argued but after two minutes i decided its not worth it to fight with them over B.o.B so okay im not going.

It's 1 August, lets practice abstinence.