Its funny to see an adult, someone we look up to, have their own breakdown moment. You hang on to them for advice, you look at the as a role model, thinking "wow she's so perfect, so good, i wanna be just like her". And then you suddenly see them breaking down and all this assumptions you had of them just....crumbled. It is really funny, funny on how we look up to a person soooooooo much till we forget they are humans too with the same feelings as us. So now they are at a lost, what will happen to us?
Anywayyyyyy i am having a positive feeling. Many weeks of feeling shitty is now coming to its end, i just wanna feel this optimistic every moment of my life. (Hah eventhough it probably wont last till next morning when i see your face) Okay say it with me "just kill the bad thoughts, think happy thoughts happy thoughts happy . . . . . "
One moment i wish you could still gimme a hard time and then i just wish you would go away.