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I admit, i am difficult


{Tuesday, March 29, 2011} 9:21 PM

It gets so frustrating. It has been happening for quite some time now and it always gets on my nerves, e.v.e.r.y.t.i.m.e. No matter how early i leave from my house, the bus always seem to be early. And thus this makes me miss it by just a few moments. And then i'd end up waiting for the next bus. Which i totally have no complains about, since i am early and that if the next bus is on time, i still wouldnt be late for sch. However today it was super super super late that it really made me so pissed that i am actually writing abt it now! I am writing abt smthg that happened more than 12hrs ago! It was late by like 20 minutes and i was alrdy panicking. I srsly dont wanna walk 1km to get to the front door. So when the bus finaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally came, i was so pissed that i nearly told the uncle to not come if he is always gonna be this late! Ugh super angry. And i notice everyone else were too but they were just keeping a straight face abt it. Why cant the drivers give out notification when they come to the bus stop late so we can give the sch and get excused for coming late?! Ugh but my heart goes out to the people at the bus stop aft my bus stop. Cus by the time the bus get at my bus stop, it gets super full that the people at the next few bus stop just have to keep waiting, regardless of what time they were at the bus stop.

Some genius told me that i should just leave my house early to avoid all this. Go out early means i have to wake up early means i have lesser sleep time which will eventually equate to me not have enough sleep and being groggy whole morning, possibly whole day too. Another genius then said that i chose to be groggy, that being groggy is an option. I just stared blankly at them and walked away.

But now i am thinking that what the genius said was tru, being groggy is an option. I have many reasons not to be happy, too many in fact. But i have just one to be happy abt. And i think its enough. And of cors its not abt some silly boy, eeeeeek. I am not srsly sick or anythg so this means i will probably wake up the next day to a brand new day and watch the sun rise and set and i think mother nature has given me more than enough reason to be happy. So i will try and carpe diem.




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