Please make me understand. Have you ever been in a situation whereby you are so angry or frustrated at person just because of their mentality, of the way they look at things, the way they perceive certain actions, the way they are ignorant at issues? Ever felt anger and then instant pity cause they dont see the bigger picture, dont see the better side? Sometimes when i get overwhelmed by these people i just feel like screaming. How is it possible? And then i feel angry. But at myself. Cause shouldnt i be doing smthg to help them? Most of the time i just wanna go "please make me understand!!!" Please make me understand what situation you grew up in and why you think that way. Please make me understand where you get these perspectives. Please make me understand your mindset. Cause i feel that once i understand them, i can respect it and i can feel at ease talking to you and no longer wanting to just scream.
In class we were deciphering a poem and the end word of the poem was that we should appreciate what we have cus others around the world are having it so much harder than us. I felt like crying when my teacher said it cause all these while my frustrations were just at having to wake up early, having to understand logarithm(IKR!) and having to cope with silly feelings i feel due to the hormones raging. People in Libya, people in NZ, people in everywhr else arnd the world is having it so much so much so much tougher than me. I.should.just.shut.up.and.be.thankful.
I srsly wish i didnt know cause it'd be so much better that way.