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So as you can see, i cut my long 50cm hair that ive kept for abt 2 years now . . . Oh well i trimmed to make all the same length and now my hair looks like so fake. Anyway i was quite reluctant to cut cus ive been growing it for long. But today someone told me that she cut her hair cus she's living a new life at a new place and its time for a total change. What she said stayed in my mind for the whole day and i was like okay fine im going to cut!!! As no one know, i grew my hair cus i promised him i'd keep it long. As an exchange, he promised he'll never leave. But look where he is now, almost celebrating yet another monthsary with his gf. I know i should alrdy cut it when he broke his promise. But i told myself that im keeping my hair long for myself and ha ha obviously not for him. Seems like i was wrong. When she told me that its time for a change, it struck me. Why dont i just cut and fcking let go? Why still hope? So i guess in a way this is a mini closure for me that he is definitely the freaking past. Not a mistake cus i learnt many from this experience. Welcome new hair, lets embrace.
Sch has been great!!! Finally everyone is loosen up and they get my silly jokes haha. Another reason that today was so awesome amazing was that i didnt see mood dampener in sch. Lol i sound super childish but its true. Have you felt that when one person says you can "improve", it totally ruined your day regardless that you already had nine people saying you did great? Well you are like the rotten black apple. So today i had sweet juicy apples only and im feeling good hehe.
I should be studying now ciao~
