HI i got my results alrdy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was kinda hoping to see my name up thr on the screen but wtf they only put two names! Oh well but whatever i dont mind since i like shove my results up the face of anyone evryone who asked me, regardless if i knw/like them. Not like i was proud of anythg but i just want them to feel some of my happiness and success so they can be motivated to do well and better than me in fact. Well i thought tchr was like gonna give it out in index number order but she gave randomly so i quickly rush and went to get mine. I was practically trembling when i tore the ppr open so when it was opened alrdy i scanned it and search for my results and began shouting. So much better than i have ever expected and i am so thankful. He saw my results and smiled at me which probably meant i did good? Hehe then i got a kissed from Lr and was like on cloud nine woohooooooo. Got one person angry at me cause they werent the first person i hugged when i got the result, well im sorrrrry sayang!
Hmm okay nah amek kau ni this is my results. I am proud of myself i am i am i am!!!! Cause i knw i didnt really really really study like how much the rest of the world did but i am glad for what i have cause now i can get what i want!!!!! Which is basically ijc, media comm, biz admin, human r with psychology. Heh i am super excited for the future and what lay ahead of me hehe
Someone should just tell me AMEK KAU. This is what i get when i share, what was i expecting kan? I was cleaning my room(to get rid of the pre result jitters) and i found a piece of note i wrote to you which declare that i am sane and that i knw our relationship is damn gila and nothing but meaningless. It was dated 2009. Now dah 2011 and here i am still stuck on you. You are living your life while i am still keeping on that little hope. But now i guess after spending days talking to you about all i felt, i guess that i am so silly. No one asked me to stay and hold on for the both of us. No one told me to not leave you. No one encouraged me to just stick up with you. In fact everyone told me to get a grip and move on. I simply refused. Now that a new year has arrived its about time new resolutions take place to. I should begin my road to recovery right now. We were ntg before we are ntg now what are the chances we will be smthg eventually? If i meant smthg you wouldnt do all this, i am sure. But IF is a dangerous game. C told me if he dont love you by now he never will. About time i listen to that advice and also to everyone else's. I am opening my heart to other endless possibilities, about time i do so.
Speaking of new year, i havent say what is my resolution. Well ive only told ninx abt it and she said its good. This year i want to never forget. Never forget how mat treated me, never forget the words you said to me, never forget that time is always moving and that i should appreciate evry moment, and most importantly on top of the list is to never forget sacrifices my parents did. I want to never forget what i vowed i'd do for them- make them proud. Thus when i dont forget, i will always be focused on my goal and will start achieving each and evry one of them. When i dont forget, it will indirectly lead me to success cause i will always rmbr what success felt like. When i dont forget, i can always be focused when studying and feel motivated to give my all and get all the A's cause i wanna make my parents so damn proud of me. This year, i dont wanna forget.
Its sad that i dont have a picture on us at the first day of sch cus if i had then i could put first day and last day of sec life haha. But then again i didnt knw we'd be so close in the end kan? I hope you pick a course you want and even if you dont you can get married makcik! Hehe joking k ly.
I heard some of my girls did very good while others did just alright. Regardless of it all i still love them the same no matter how bad or good they did. I cant wait for camp cus i wanna have one last fun. I hope i'll have fun though, and that i can seem fp along the way haha. Hmm speaking bout fp, he told me that results are like cherry on top of the icing. you did your best, you have no regrets so dont be scared. It was quite sweet of him, actually very. Heh and a friend told me that good things come to an end.....to give way to great things. Well i am anticipating some major changes this year so bring it on hehe.
Note for you: when i say k i actually sometimes mean fckyou.