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I admit, i am difficult


{Tuesday, January 11, 2011} 10:44 PM
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Hi today i learnt alot of things. #1 it sometimes does pay to be late cause i was suppose to meet sah but i was late like always and by 130 i was still at home when i was suppose to be meeting her! So when the phone rang i panic and rocketed out of the house. Eventually i picked up the call and apparently she was caught up in jam and will be quite late. Phew luckily i havent board the bus, or even worse, reach thr alrdy. #2 asking questions will never do harm no matter how silly it sounds to you cause it might sound intelligent to the one hearing. We went to ij open house and i was considering whether to go in or not and still fickle minded. So i went to ask a teacher there and she answered all my silly questions and confronted my fears. Now i am enlightened and have decided where to go and in fact i have alrdy submit the form! #3 silly places can give you cheap thrills if you have the best company. Okay silly places like a bookshop. Who would ever guess to lepak at a bookshop and find interesting products? Nope not us. So we entered into one cause i wanted to get a piggy bank. Quite a random place for quite a random purchase. Nevertheless the store was actually quite fun cause got like cute bookmarks we eventually made fun of. Such cheap thrill woohoo-.- #4 ALWAYS EAT WHAT THE RESTAURANT IS FAMOUS FOR. Omg we went to a chicken place, super obvious cause the name of the place got chicken in the middle(not kfc-.-) but we ordered fish and chips. Silly us, beh lepas tu complain tak sedap-.- Tu lah amek kau, pandai sgt kan lol

But overall i had fun cause i had sah all to myself!!! Pity we're not going same jc but hopefully our holiday same and can still lepak together hehe. Okay the last lesson is the most imprt. Its like the highlight of the day.

Lesson #5. Today i got stood up. May or may not be my first time(cant be bothered to rmbr) but i just got stood up today. The feeling was like fcking pissed till i wanted to shout at evry random stranger but then it got too tiring of being too angry that it turned out funny cause what was i expecting?!?!?! He never keeps promises so why am i surprised this happened? Hmm actually to say stood up is quite harsh(eventhough i might as well have been looking at the situation..) but it was almost near there. I dont like to wait. Eh no i dont mind waiting. But i dont like waiting when i dont knw whr you are and in how many minutes you are coming. Doesnt that get you pissed off too? Well it really gets to me. So i called my friend many times and i said, if he doesnt come in 10mins, i'll leave. 10mins passed and i called and still nvr pick up the phone! Eventually i left. I must have some discipline in this situation right? It was alrdy night and im meeting someone who isnt my bf, it just doesnt feel right. This is an experience for me cause i never feel so angry and in so much power and dont-care attitude to just leave and never call to inform him or smthg. It feels . .. . kinda fun. Not that i would do it again(but probably i would) ahhaha. Eh kau buat aku marah je ah fiq, bile mau game?

Tmr i meeting fp hehehehe cant wait ciao~



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