#1 I absolute dont like it when people rearrange my stuffs when im not there ie clean my room when im at camp, or at a sleepover, or just away in school!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! It is messy to you but to me its like some familiarity. Enough with the fcking change that happens all the time, i just need smthg familiar to comfort me and i happen to find it in my mess. I hate it basically because all my stuff would just go fcking missing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Okay missing is a bit too hard, its more like placed wrongly, so wrongly that you forgot whr u put it and we cant find it and i just get ballistic cus i like really need now thats why im looking for it! It is super, read this, A-N-N-O-Y-I-N-G. I put my belongings at certain places in certain arrangement with certain position cause thats just the way i like it. And it helps me remember whr i put it so that when i wanna find it i knw whr it is. Now that evrythg is rearranged and all is put together, i dont knw whr are the books i wanna throw, whr are the love notes that contain my secrets are, whr my fav magazines are and this happens evrytime: whr the freaking library books are!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Makes.me.wanna.scream.and.throw.stuff.out.of.the.window.evrytime. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#2 Hi what should i do in this situation? Well you should just tell the truth. Ah really ah? Tell the truth? Are you sure thats the right thg to do? I dont want la. Why tell the truth and get myself in more trouble? Your advice not good la, you tell the truth first la then i follow. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Like please shut up alrdy! Happens to me many times. Asks me for my advice. And when i give it you say its not good and condemn me cus thats not what you really wanna hear. Well newsflash: dont ask my opinion la! Easy for me easy for you, no one gets angry. Even if thats not the ans you want, please remind yourself that in the first place you asked for the advice and please have some courtesy to just say thank you and walk off if the advice really honestly truthfully sucked. Sheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#3 Okay enough of being angry lets talk abt smthg nice, despite that im boiling and raging with anger and frustrations!! Hmm i read smwhr that its the little things that give makes you happy. Like err for an example- when in a long queue and the person infront of you walks away you will secretly go like yay! Nice right how these little things make you feel kinda abit better. Well i absolutely like it when i turned on my music player and realised that hey i just uploaded a new song yesterday night so lets listen to it woohooo!!!!!!!!! Maybe its just me but i absolutely like it when there is a new song in my player for me to listen to. Its like so fun. Finally, smthg new for me to play over and over again before i get bored and drown myself in jason derulo all over again.
Hi sorry for the random rambling, am just letting some steam off. There are more left though so now im out to find new targets, maybe the cups and saucers in the kitchen cabinet before moving on to the vases and antiques!!!!
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Okay right now i feel better alrdy cus right aft the post i did went out but not to break cups and saucers. I went to break the limit on my card. Spent more than i could on sara lee with all the cheesecake i could get my hands on. Then i went for a quiet walk alone to think and decided that it was silly so i just laughed and headed home.
Plus, i am feeling better because. of. what. you. just. told. me. HEHE k irritz