Hi camp was nice in the sense that i met new people and it was a refresher for us who havent been there for quite some time. Basically we were there to help out and i was with the best company. The stories and jokes and laughs i had were things i havent had for a long time so it fun in that sense for me. The best thing of the camp was obviously you(L) and Nd said that if they counted who had the most cip hours with you, i'd win hands down hehe. Then there was also the time when me nfa qy had a big duty to fulfill during the second day that left many in search of us hehe. This camp is definitely something.
During the weekends i went out with my family to the most unexpected place and there was also the class chalet that i totally love!!!!!!!! It was so fun eventhough my other half of girls werent there but i still enjoyed the time there mainly because of the food heh. I met my classmates, the people i struggled during O's with and its so weird that we're moving on with our life so fast and that we are going separate ways very soon. Being with my class reminded me of how much fun i had with them, how i used to look forward going to sch just so i could have a good laugh at/with them, and how silly these geniuses could actually be!
And today . . . I went out with ramly to town to buy clothes that he could have just bought here near whr we live. I was like total zzzz. But we were two bored people so oh whatever. In the evening i met with an acquaintance and we had a good chat abt smthg that doesnt matter much to me.
They say something worth having is worth fighting for. Are you worth fighting for? Haha it is really funny. Its not like im gonna marry you or smthg, oh god no please. So i guess its a no. You're not worth the fight. Imma let you win. But let me tell you a secret- despite this all, i still pity you and i feel guilty lying to you. Silly i know. You pulled me down so far so deep and you treat me like no other girl should be treated and you landed me in this mess now. And yet there's a lingering wonder in my mind of whether you are happy or not. Im not sure what kind of person this makes me seem like. Am i bad, for still caring someone who treats the others with no value? Am i a hypocrite for saying that i hate you but deep down i still wonder if you're happy? I know all this is silly, it probably wont matter anymore next week! (sorry, am lost in my train of thoughts)