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I admit, i am difficult


{Sunday, December 12, 2010} 9:21 PM

Mat told me that he wants a gf with mixed heritage. Fp told me he wants a gf with mixed heritage. Nj told me he wants a gf with mixed heritage. It seems like all the guys wants a girl with mixed heritage!!! Then where do the local girls go to? What will become of us? Become a booty call? No way jose. Of cors girls also want the same thing. They want a guy with mixed heritage. Here in asia those with mixed heritage especially from the west are seen as the prettier ones, the handsome ones, the better ones. I've got to admit, i want a guy with mixed heritage too. But that doesnt mean i wont look at the locals. But these guys, they close their eyes on the locals and look only at those with mixed heritage. It is so annoying!! Its like the girls they mixed around in sch with are invisible, are like not worthy of being their gf. I mean like hellllooooo!!! You guys think you all super hot sangat ke till the girls with mixed heritage want you all? Puhhhhhlease. Sometimes these guys are so unrealistic. They aim so high and nnt merengek psl tk de gf. Ugh whatever dude. Im not saying all the guys are like these la, but most of the ones i knw are like this. And we girls, we suffer. The guys we like wont look at us cus we're not of mixed heritage. We're just another typical malay girl, or chinese or india. Nothing special about us cause we dont have sharp nose, no blue eyes, no blond hair, no tiny cute little lips, no curly long lashes, no deep set eyes ah we asian girls dont have many things!! It does sucks liking a guy who wont look at you cause you are not of mixed heritage. I think its just shallow. I mean, okay its alright to have dreams and criterias for your gf. But be realistic pls. If you look one bit like cristiano ronaldo, then you can dream of having a girls like those he has. If not, then start appreciating these girls with typical asian look cause honestly dude, they're probably the best you can ever get. And guys say they want girls who can understand them right? Okay for example you like this guy so you devote your time to attracting him, to make him notice you. You listen to his every problem and think what could be the best solution if you are in his shoes. You analyse his every move so you can understand him better when he is at different mood. You try to understand the thgs he love - soccer, cars, computers etc. You spend so much time doing all this, trying to understand him so that he might like you back. And finally, your efforts bore some fruit. He finally admits that you understand him like no one else does and he is "happy he has a FRIEND like you" I mean wtf!!! You know what i mean?! You do sooooooo many things so you could understand him and make him realise you're the only one for him, and he does realise it alright. Only that he admits that you are a good FRIEND. ONLY. Wont you go crazy? We try to understand him and he says we're a good friend? Ugh so why did i even bother to understand you so well if i only wanted you as a friend?! Sometimes, these boys give me headaches. Why cant they just get the hint?

If i were a boy . . .



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