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I admit, i am difficult


{Tuesday, December 7, 2010} 12:19 AM

Hi since tumblr cannot be access, there is almost no source of entertainment for me. Thus i shall stop putting this off and start blogging about the thgs i wanted to blog abt since few days ago. I keep putting it off cause i dont wanna get attached to the internet. When sch starts, it'll be hard for me to kick the habit of playing the comp all the time so i shall not have the habit of playing the comp all the time, kinda confusing eh? Whatever it is, i believe that what i dont have i wont miss so i wont miss blogging all the time since im cutting back on the posts now.

The previous post was about me being mad at ramly cus i didnt get to see him and guess who texted the next day? Heh we went to town cause he was looking for a certain shoe and we walked everywhere to find it, only that it cant be found. He was frustrated and i was careful not to make him more angry. We went in a shop and i showed him a shoe, a pump shoe. It had this buckle thg in the front and quite funny on my feet since it was size 42. I asked if it was okay and he made the face that you see in many tumblrs, the ones like Y U NO LOVE ME, you knw those? Yea, he made that face and said in all seriousness NO. I laughed so hard la and we were so close from being chased out. In the mrt back home ramly fell asleep so i was left to entertain myself. But i had fun with him and of cors i missed him but now mcm dah terubat sikit la heh.

The next day i went to meet my wondergirls and i had fun!!!! We went to play netball and all of us were indeed tired cause so long nvr break some sweat. Heh its been so long since i met them and i hope i'll see them soon again when all of them finally take a break from work. During the weekends i spent time with my sisters and took them out shopping like as though i have so much money lol. Then in the evenings i met ahtong. Of cors lah rindu and it happened to be his day off so i went lepak with him. Thgs are different now btwn us since he got diff thgs to attend to and he met many new diff ppl. I am scared for our future but i trust him to make the right decisions. I probably wont see him till another lifetime(exaggeration) but i hold him to his promises. On sunday i went to accompany jkm to get his stuff and he cant stop talking. I was like just nodding and trying to sound as though i was listening when i really wasnt. Ha ha to make up to me for making me listen to him i made him walk arnd far east three times then walk to 313 to the forever21 and tour each floor twice. It was fun and then guess who had the last laugh.

On monday which is today i met up with my two girls and we went to catch Rapunzel. The movie was like quite funny but for 750cents . . . hmm . . . Anyway sk wanted it so much so okay i gave in. Then we had swensen's and attempts of small talks failed due to our own busy minds thinking about our own personal problems ha ha. In the train everyone looked at us cause we talked to loud like it was almost loud enough to bring the cabin down-.- When we alighted, the opposite train, the one going to town was empty and had many empty seats. Sk was like "ugh should have gone to orchard!" and i was like "you wanna go thr just because the train is empty and u can sit the whole ride?" she gave her hearty laugh and i stared at her in disbelief. Funny girl. Heh i had fun these past few days going out with the ppl i love and cherish(except jkm lol!) and just having a good time with them. I wished i could meet them everyday(and have alot of money to go out all the time).

Now is alrdy new year(1432h, islam calendar) and i spent the night with KN. Had our supper and went back only at midnight cus we insisted we celebrated the new year together-.- Spontaneous act and i had to put a brave act while walking home alone(padehal kat dlm menggigil ketakutan). So anyway i saw this quote where it went smthg like best friends are the ppl who would listen to every detail of ur problem. It went smthg like that, i didnt rmbr cus i tot it was ridiculous. I mean, seriously, can any of you seriously admit that you like to EVERY DETAIL of your friends problem? Well i gotta admit, i dont. At some point, it just gets boring and stupid and you'll be thinking of your own instead of listening to your friend's. Everyone is selfish in that way, no deny of it. Everyone wants to talk about their own problems only and are sometimes just so lazy to listen to others. Dont deny the fact. Heh so when i saw the quote i was like, seriously? I mean, in my two cents worth of opinion, the quote is so true la. If the best friend who listens to every detail of your problem is a male. Who is totally in luv with you. And would do everythg anythg for you. Only then would this best friend listen to every detail of your problem. Not because he's your best friend. But because you're the love of his life and he wants to knw and hear every bit of your story. Hah. If only everyone gets this kind of best friends.

In a few hours time i'll be seeing you and i can hardly wait . . .



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