Hmm ive been having fun. Eventhough you're away i am coping and im not thinking too much of it cus i knw i'll cry if i do. I met fav girl #2, Jia Ling and we enjoyed each other's company and laughed and it was such a waste i had to leave early and that she'll be busy till next yr but nvm im sure we can make time for each other right! Heh then i met fav girl #3 R and spent time with her shopping, well she watched me shopped haha so the next trip will be end of year during when the S word would be used outrageously and massively! Then i spent time with fav girl on top of the world related to me by blood and we went in hunt for a suitable suitor for her. So ive been spending time with the ppl ive neglected during exams. And now money is running low and i need to stop spending unnecessarily(ya like thats not a known fact alrdy-.-)

I read someone's post and he said how he enjoyed surprised birthday parties and i think wah so lucky. THEN I REMEMBERED. I was like fuck la how can i forget!! How can i forget my bbygirls who made me a big card just because i was to carry it arnd so ppl can knw its my birthday(yes im that kinda of girl so muke tipis) and how sad i was on my sixteenth cus my bbygirls forgot my birthday and didnt wish me. Check check got cake waiting for me in canteen!! Heh do you knw how happy i was girls? Now i think of it i am smiling like a silly girl would when she receives a text from the guy she loveeees(random example) I am smiling bbygirls and i am sad that now we're going separate ways. If only i had put an effort and break the transparent wall between us and spend more time with you all even a bit more i would believe me. You girls came to my performance and it was a big deal for me. You girls always accept me to eat with you all eventhough i always bitchy. You girls, are, the, best. And now im missing you all and jgn step tak knl diri eh lil fam!! Hehe i nak th outing so badly so i can spend more time with feet like how i did during time we walk back from my performance(remember?) with liyana like how i did in eng class(remember?) with humairah during camps(remember?) with suhaila during hmm during during during okay nvm can create heheheheh with umairah during history last yr(remember?) and of cors with nina and aqilah without whom my sec sch life would be miserable. Thanks girls. I really mean it(L)

Today morning i dropped by camp and there was the party and there was a video. In the video there was this three ppl doing outrageous acts and i was stucked there laughing so hard that my head was practically bobbing up and down. I looked at myself and then at the acts and i was still laughing as hard as i was then! And i nearly cried. Cause i remembered how much i looked forward to practices cause i always have fun and will always laugh. I always enjoyed practices cause we would just have fun. They made me laugh and feel truly happy. Then there was the Philippines trip where it became a confirmation that we are truly a family with one heart.. Then came syf when we clinched gold yes hooray. I want to go back then again and relive everything but i know it wont happen. Now i am just happy i had the experience and that i have truly enjoyed the times. You will always be a happy memory dear to my heart. You are my family. You, GE(L)