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I admit, i am difficult


{Tuesday, August 24, 2010} 9:47 PM

Hiiiii that day i went out with hany was the bomb. We of cors tak blaja and instead chatteeeeeeed. Then we walked arnd mcm we had so much time to waste gitu but its alright bukan hari hari kan. Heh then on sunday i went out with my walking atm(LOL) and went to cuci mate EH TAK, went to buy baju kurung hehe. My sister got interested in one guy jst cus he wear baju wdls ring so maybe he lives in wdls-.- But good theory though. I spent my time enjoying padehal monday dah prelim. You knw the feeling of PRELIM doesnt sink in. I mean it felt like taking a test. Ive yet to realise how IMPORTANT this time of my life is. Lets hope tmrw i will.

Ramly act hotstuff. He ckp dat day the girl smile at him den i ask if her friends got tease him then he say he dont knw cus when he go down all stare at him. Isssssssh mcm lah hotstuff sangat. Tmr sch end late mcm tating uh cus i dah enjoy sch end early kan heh. Anyway sch has been fine life has been fine yea everything's been fine.

Except..

Today faqihuddin totally pissed the hell out of me la Seriouslyyyyy. All this time i sabar cus puase but today totally cannot take it. Then i go scribble his notes. With pink pencil. Hard. It felt good la and he looked like he wanted to ... But then as the day progress i feel kinda bad. No i dont feel bad cus he cant read the notes(sape kisah?) i feel guilty cus i shud had approach the matter another way(!) I mean i think it was too much to scribble his paper hard eh? Shud have jst done it harder. Ceh tak lah, maybe shud jst do it lightly kan so he can still at least read the points.. Maybe tonight i cant sleep cus too guilty but i bet faqihuddin doesnt get sleepless night cus he probably doesnt feel guilty about teasing me all the time and hurting my feelings, which seems like he has forgotten that i have. Idk why faqihuddin is behaving like his name suggest and why ppl think that i wud ............................................ forget it.

Budak keras kepala still wont talk to me. Keep looking like he's got smthg to say but yet it still doesnt escape his mouth!! I called few times yet he still wont say. Ah let you be see how much longer it'll take.

I was just telling my girls, as i looked at nfa and nabz searching for their boys, that im lucky ive passed the silly boys season. Might as well stay puppy luv free and get mama to jst find a suitor and marry me off.

If only it was really that easy.......



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