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I admit, i am difficult


{Sunday, August 8, 2010} 10:16 PM

Mummy asked me to came over. I was dead tired and all i wanted to do was sleeeeep but i said okay anyway. I got ready as quickly as i can and head to her house. There was a buffet spread waiting for me and i dug in. Deliciouuuuuuuuuuuuuuus. Mummy, KN and i then went to cwp to enjoy the shopping sale spread. We got jewelleries and i got tons of othr thgs i probably wudnt wear-.- KN and i got matching hand things and then mummy wanted to go home but we stayed on shopping. Bought tons of clothes and talked then went back to mummy's and continue eat. Wanted to stay over but mama called and asked me to go home so i was like okay whtevr. Abit pissed but came over it. Whateveeeeeeeeeeeer.

Then today me and my sister went out to enjoy more sale except all is still the same, no new items brought in. So we spent bucks on giordano pants of all colours. Quite retarded but we're retarded that way.

This weekend i spent my time finishing reading two book, this and another book i luv but cant seem to rmbr the name! It was so nice, my nights filled with words that made sense and no silly sweettalking by some silly boys. Mama was definitely pissed. "Bace buku tu boleh dpt kau duit beribu ke?!!" then i said "uh tak. tapi basuh baju leh dapat duit beribu ke?!" and went to change my clothes. "ah klua je!! nak gi mane ni?" she questioned. "klua! cari inspirasi and motivasi utk teruskan hidup!!" i replied. She laughed so hard. I like it when this happens, when it all ends happy.

Hmm ramly is playing games with me. He apparently going to "lepak" with his "friends". Its so weird, since ramly dont usually "lepak" even if ramly sounds like a person who usually "lepak". And his "friends", gosh this is lagi weird. He's being weird anyway these days. Looking at ppl, staring more like it and wont admit to be feeling anythg for the,. He's scary. And weird. And nw he wants to webcam!! He looks like crap. So it makes him scary weird and crap. Retarded.

Things has been freakinnnnnng weird with the two best guys i knw. We're texting like mad, pages and pages of explanations. It was damn freaking weird and awkward. The best part? There are words ive been wanting to hear from you and when you finally admit it, i feel nothing. Plain. Flat. Nothing. And yet, you sendiri tau brape lame i waited for you to admit it. But thgs change since that night darling. Idk hw i'd face them soon, oh crap.

Fav guy's birthday in 2 days, i tak excited. But he is, he wants alot of thgs but it doesnt include me. Suke hati kau, whatever makes you happy.

Im boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed k bye



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