{Saturday, July 31, 2010} 12:10 AM
Wanted to put our sec1 pic, when we were still so silly, knw ntg bout luv. Wanted to post our sec1 pic, when we were still so silly, havent been thru much heartache heartbreak yet. Wanted to post our sec1 pic, when we were still so silly, still very happy with our lives then. Im not saying we knw the world abt luv, or dat our heartache heartbreak teruk teruk lah sgt or dat we're not happy nw. But im sure we've seen better days. Life is a very long journey, not a 100m metre. We have heard it many times. And its cus we need the constant reminding. What we want nw, might not be what we want later. What we need nw might not be imprt alrdy later. And what we luv nw might not be what we luv forever. Life works in mysterious ways and so do ppl. They often do thgs which reasons are not so clear. The only way to knw their reason is to ask. But we're scared, fear for what they're gonna say. We're scared what they will say, the truth, will break our heart and destroy the perfect picture that we've painted. So we take the easy way out, we back off. Sometimes its the best choice, other times its not. Its better to ask and knw and get hurt. Rather than worry and get sleepless nights and still not knw. Okay so what if it breaks the heart, destroy the safety wall we've built? There's more to life than heartbreaks. Heartbreaks and disappointment is smthg that wont fade away easily. They're always thr to destroy us all. Be angry and accept it. It makes the whole process alot easier. And sometimes knowing the reason does too. Life is great, dont always mope arnd because of heartbreak, or because of some silly boy who cant keep stop being so friendly. Evrythg happens for a reason. Have some faith in all that has happened to you. Try hard and fight for what you want and when you're at wits end, leave it all to fate. Evrythg will work out, trust me my dearest girl.

You knw i luv you so im here and not going anywhr k. And i should talk to ramly soon too, its been a very long while.

K ciao, back to my o lvl countdown ;/