I read smthg today. Quite funny and seriously true. The people who are always smiling during the day are the ones that cry themselves to sleep. And ive been thinking alot which is quite an achievement and in my opionion i think being bullied at a child is the one of the worst thing that can happen. Cause there a two main things that can happen. The kid can grow up to be traumatised and not be socially active. Or the kid can grow up to be violent and harm those who talks bad abt him due to the ugly experience of being bullied he had as a kid. Bullying is an actually the act of repeated aggressive behavior in order to intentionally hurt another person, physically or mentally. Bullying can cause loneliness, depression, anxiety, lead to low self-esteem and increased susceptibility to illness. Children lose their self-esteem as they grow up and develop long-term emotional and social hang-ups. Children often become more withdrawn and severely depressed. I think bullies get enjoy bullying because they want to see your reaction, what you will do to do gives them the adrenaline rush. Thus often we're told to retaliate and just be quiet. I wonder, wont this just let the bully think the victim is weak and bully them and traumatise the victim more? However, what i always wonder about is sometimes bullying act occur right in front of us and yet we failed to identify it. It is weird in that sense, isnt it?
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Just recently i met ramly. We were so tired from school and were quite retarded in that late evening. So we talked about things and what we talked about was so hilariooooooooous. We dreamt that we would get married to our respective partners arnd the same time, have babies and marry them off in the future. We talked about how it'll be in 30 yrs. It was so funny cause everyone we know were involved in the conversation. Like faiz, he'd be married with f and he'd have 10 children and he'd be my neighbour. And ramly talked about the crazy names he wanted for his children. He gave many names for one kid alone and it was so funny that i laughed so hard and attracted many unwanted attraction. And we werent in starbucks, but starbarks-.- Plus i would be inviting him to my 2nd cafe opening ceremony at sentosa cove which is beside my house cause my 1st cafe will be at mbs HA-HA quite hilariously and retarded heh good old times.
Anyway sch has been fun, ape ke tah fun nyer, sch tige hari je this week wooohooo. Today principal with gorgeous shoes came to talk to us and for that 10 mins i was motivated to study but i step out of the class je dah mcm ........ Im doing revision, almost there, almost. But sch isnt all about studies can? Im sure you want to knw me and mfh kaaaaaaaann? Cheeky ah you all hahah retarded sia me like talking to myself-.- Since i knw about the vicious rumour about me that has been circulating arnd(wah i make myself sound like someone popular that everyone wants to talk abt-.-) and i knw the content of the rumour, people have decided that they no need to hide anymore and can show publicly their display of affection towards my friendship with mfh. Keyword here being friendship. Yes i luv him but he got someone else. Thats what you want me to say is it? Okay there you have it, darlings-.- I dont mind being disturbed cause i knw its not true. Doesnt affect me that much, but it affects him. Even if he doesnt say i can see it cause im the bff and i can thru him. However, i cant control what ppl wanna say its their right. Of cors if i was ppl also i suspect smthg is going on btwn me and mfh. Nevertheless, i feel appreciated that ppl notice and SB, dont worry, he'll end up with someone nice and not me cus i knw you guys wont approve of it. So here i clarify, monday i shall clarify again using PA system. You wish.
Ive got many tickets for yog this sunday and im so sexcited. Even if it is for the girls soccer. Cus i always watch Olympics and i always tell myself that if it happens in singapore, i'd wanna watch. Cus if i dont go and support, who will? Idk whose coming, i care so much till it hurts so now i dah tak nak care. Im not angry, actually i am, but as im typing this buat ape nak marah? No valid reason kan. There'd be other students i guess so lets hope ade member and can make friends and cheeer the teams on. I knw many dont feel the yog spirit cus of exams and simply-cant-be-bothered attitude. I knw i didnt feel it. But jst last national day, i started feeling it. I also read articles and watch shows and i realise how big this yog is. Its smthg that'll be remembered in history and if i dont be part of it, it'd be such a waste. I wish i could be a volunteer but O lvl.... argh. So i'd wanna go watch many games, next weekend got athletics, boxing and a few othr events. I wanna get the tickets and enjoy the yog. Woooooooooooohooooooooooooooooo!
Since the last time i blog, ive been spending time with my sisters. Now she has no bf, yet. Thus must grab every opportunity and spend time with her cus i knw once she got bf, she forget me cus i knw i did when i had s v f. Heh anyway i ckp ni tak aim kat sape2, serious. Jst nak share i had fun with my sister and oh!!!!! i show you one thg.
we were quite retarded dat day. Wear evrythg the same and act like twins. Ni lah org deprive tk dpt twin same age. Heh but fuuuuuuuun cus we play tricks on ppl. Mischievous.
okkkkkkay i ckp mcm dah bnyk eh? Sry babe, ni deprive tak dpt ckp during oral.
Update soon i guess ciao