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I admit, i am difficult


{Sunday, June 20, 2010} 5:40 PM

Hi you know there are moments when i wish i can read ppl's mind. Like when i go out with my friends, i want to know if they are honestly comfortable with me or if there is smthg bothering them and yet they dont know how to say it out. Like is my tchr's mood good today, will she not scold me if i dont hand in my work? Like has today been a good day for my mother, so is it a good time to ask for $$ to buy that simply adorable cute little katespade bag? Heh thats besides the point but you know what i mean. It would be great to read people's mind so we can alter our actions and attitude based on their mood for our own advantage. But you know what wud be superb?

If they can read ours.
I wish ppl can read my mind at the point of time i want them to read it. It'll be good for my sisters to read my mind in the morning so they can realise that i just want 10 more minutes of peaceful sleep. It'll be good for my tchr's to know whats going on in my mind so they wont pester to know whats wrong. It'll be good for my friends to know the qns im asking in my head so they can help me answer it. It'll be good for him to know my real thoughts about him so he doesnt wander in and out of my life so carelessly. It'll be good for my parents to know what im dealing with inside my head so they can understand a lil bit more what im dealing with and cut me some slack.

If people can read my mind, it'll be good. So they can know when i need them to act like their listening so i can just complain and complain and complain. It'll be good so they can know when i want to be left alone. When i really mean what i say. When i just want them to scold me if i do smthg wrong. When i just want to cry and let it all out and not hear their typical SUCK IT UP. That'll be great you knw? It'll be good right?

Of course it'll be.
If it just would happen.



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