That day i told my mom about what happened at 7-11. Then my mom scold me and told me i shudnt do it anymore cus it shows i have no basic manners and respect to strangers. I was about to argue back that org lain pun tak de manners and respect to strangers per tapi drg tak kene marah pun and masih tetap buat jgk per when i remembered that my mom told me for a reason. Then after that i just shut up and walked away.

Hmm i havent talk to my Ramly for some time now. Tadi got talk but a lil bit and i still feel masih ade retak dlm perhubungan kite(-.-). It was so awkward cus idk if he wants to talk to me alrdy ke tak and also dk if he's reading ke tak. I tak nak sms, cus in the first place he wants the alone time kan.. I miss my bff more that i miss those losers(whom i tot i love so much but i dont) when they walked out of my life. Hati i sakit sgt cus Ramly tak nak bobal ngn i and idk the reason but i still hold on cus of the picture that i look at every night i sleep. But idk for how long more i can hold on..

Hmm dat day i got scolded by ! for calling him a jerk. It was so funny. He doesnt care but when i call him a jerk i suddenly got his attention? But i called him a jerk for a very valid reason and he knows its a very valid reason indeed. I convinced him to stay and not leave and not give up and restore some faith but he is still so keen on leaving! 3 yrs is a long time and idk hw and why its reduced to this nw but i gotta leave gotta leave gotta leave oh cus i think its time we let go

I cant wait for sunday but then again i can wait.

K before i end, like Aristotle once said .. Without friends no one would choose to live, though he had all other goods.

PS/ dah lah, ckp lah ngan aku balik Ramly!!!!