To me birthdays are a big deal. Its really a day to remember and be thankful about, cause god has lengthen your life to yet another year. There's no telling when you'll die, even sick people don't get exact dates. Birthdays has to be shared with people that matters to us, not with the people we know. Birthdays are more than just the presents and wishes, its about remembering what the birthday person has gone through over the years and had overcome to celebrate another birthday. Its about spending time with people who has always been there for us, its about being thankful. Its about growing and learning from mistakes and maturing to a human being with values and principles.
This year im celebrating my sweet sixteen. And hmm lets see . . .
Weekend before my birthday - too busy with cheer
Week of my birthday - too busy with studying and classes
Weekend after my birthday - too busy with performances
Week after my birthday (which is the march holidays) - SCHOOL .
I am not complaining, i am not saying that this is all like a burden to me. Its already my responsibility as a student so just suck it up luuuuuuuuuh. But you knw i have too much things to think off that i go to sleep with it. Just last night i dream of my class performing and winning Class Champion and yaaaaaaaaawtv.
Everyone i've asked is semangat about sports day, about cheer, about being class champion. And i am very jealous. I am not that semangat, i cant seem to be bothered too much by it. I just wanna concentrate on my O levels. And what there has to be a balance? Well fck the balance. After my 4 years i've done in sch, my testimonial still not enough things to write abt? Wow i am stumped.
I wished i was the type that cant be bothered, the type that wont give a damn. But im not, i just have to care no matter hw much i dont want to.
Ugh permintaan aku senang je - boleh tak aku tak involve for sports day and cca and every othr thg except for those concerning O lvl aku? Nampak nyer tak lah.
24th April, i wish you would come tmrw now):
P/s ; Hmm youuu, certain thgs are worth sacrifice. The ones i didnt say were, well up to you to decide.