Right here: fucking pissed,

{Sunday, January 3, 2010} 10:31 PM

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Here i am, watching OTH attentively. The show is my favourite, if relationships were that easy. Oh well.. This is actually for NFA who wanted a happier new year post. Here you have it,
Its not that i didnt want it happy, its just that alot, has happen since new year. Well so starters my uncle died. He was the funniest uncle, making me laugh, and who helped me during my most helpless moment. Now that he's gone, i just cant believe it. I cant cry, cause the reality hasnt really sank it. Maybe when it does...................... Ugh i dont wanna think about it.

Besides that, i've been thinking of Mat just too much lately. I am pissed at him, but i just cant keep the thoughts out. I've tried, seems like i have to try harder. I have also been thinking about 2009, all those that has happened are coming back into my mind. The year has been hard on me, and i am so lucky 2010 has come.

I've been so moody these days, it has gotten the best of me. And you knw when things start getting difficult, you try your best to overcome it. When it just get worse and you eventually end up crying over it, what you'd do then? Well i'll let go and move on, cause

➷ Silly, says:

ok.

but please dont end today and start tomorrow being awfully upset over anything.

i assure you it wont be worth the emotions (:

ily NFA, and i so cant wait till tmrw when Ramly finally comes back.