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I admit, i am difficult


{Thursday, December 10, 2009} 10:32 PM

Every night i rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe i'll get a chance to see you
When i close my eyes I'm going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale, can you hold my hands and be my guide?


Hello yesterday was fun cause i went out with Hany eversince forever. Pretty funny cause we live across the street and yet . . K then we talked and catched up with each other's life which pretty much what we did during the netball match and the night walk at Orchard. We talk and talk and laugh and laugh, life felt so great at that moment(L) Then balik rumah, kaki belum masok rumah pun, dah kene tengking. At freaking 10.30pm, definitely i was stunned lah, i ye kan je lah everythg my mother said. You knw, sometimes you're just too tired to layan and to make excuses and reasons to cover up your mistake. Then i went straight to bed.
Then this morning was a definitely a fruitful one cause pagi2 dah pegi cycle at East Coast Beach, 2 hours straight. Beh lepas tu bangun, jln mcm baru habis kene . . main . . hahahahhah-.- Kay then it was just me and my cousin and we talked and obviously alot about Mat came out and thats just the problem there. Apparently i still remember alot about him. Wait hell no, i remember everything about him and all silly crazy times-.- Memang sungguh menyakitkan hati but i'll get over it lah. He wont be there next year anymore, it'll be easy lah(hopefully)

Tmrw swimming then bugis, then probably next week BEBEH BLANJE ME(aje) TO WATCH MOVIE! I so cant wait(movie free, sape leh tunggu!) can you Ain? ;)

Goodnight,



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