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I admit, i am difficult


{Thursday, November 26, 2009} 9:23 PM


Sometimes i just dont get what could possibly be your reasons for you behaving this way. Not that i didnt try to understand, i did but i still cant get it. I've been in your place, and i cant help wondering if i had behaved exactly like how you are now. If only you know how much i really care, maybe you'd listen to me just this once. I just dont want you to make decisions that you'll regret, i really just want the best for you. Everything happens for a reason and eventhough i cant see your reasons, at least im trying. Cant you at least try to understand and see it too? The very least you could do is open up to me, you know im here to stay, you know im the only one who'll be here for you now and forever. Im at wits end, where do i really stand in your life?

Has been a long (HOT) day, bestfriend came and is here to stay, not so nice. Tmrw is hari raya maybe have a shot at getting topshop afterall, its a long shot but worth the try anyway.
Besides it being a long (HOT) day, its a depressing day too since sissy got 266 compared to mine which is nowhere near there.

tmrw hari raya time to find comfort food,
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh depressed much?



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