Have you ever think about something so much, that you hate that you are thinking about? You know, like think about how to tell your parents about your results, or like how to stall for time for your undone homework, or like something bigger, like how you wanna cover your piling lies or like pay up what you owe(debts lah).. Does it hurt your head so much that you thought you're gonna burst? Do you bring it to your sleep, do you see it in your sleep, do you dream? Thats the worst part i guess. Cause in my opinion, sleep is the only time where the moment is mine, and yet im sharing it with my problems and my endless thoughts.. Sucks so much right.All these thoughts, all these thinking, sometimes the solution is so simple but i just read them too deep. Then all new bunch of thoughts come up and it sets me thinking again.
Seriously wish that there is a switch off button for my brain to stop thinking lah. Without all these nonsensical thinking, all these crazy feelings wont rise, im sure. Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Today was out all afternoon, teman kawan jumpe kekasih hatinyer, felt like vase-.-
Gotta stop all these thinking,
cause forever sounds so funny, (familiar tak Ain?)