first cant see Wan Sin face,
then when can see, she not ready!
so finally, picture perfect!
rachelle!
pei see!
navin,
shakti,
ain,
babygirls,
camp leaders '09(L)After finally getting in terms with the fact that changes happen and that all good things do in fact come to an end, i have decided to embrace life again. So much has happened, if its physical strain i can manage. But mentally and emotionally? I need more time,
Sad isnt it, the person you thought you know so well turns out to be a stranger. Facts of life, cant escape no matter how much i want to. I thought we had something special, i thought that when you said forever it actually meant something. But it was just my thoughts. Have been trying to avoid that fact that we are totally over, but now it just cant get any clearer. I didnt want to admit that it is now worth nothing, but i just cant lie to myself any longer. Seems like i never meant that much anyway, you replaced me so fast i could barely spell out forever. Tears my heart into a billion pieces to see us end up this way, what more the times i cry everything i think about us(which is every single fucking night). However, if i could turn back time, i wouldnt change anythg, cause if i did, i wouldnt get to realise that i mean no shit to you at all, never have been, never will be..........................
Back to me, enjoyed my afternoon with my 4 chio-bu. We finally get the things done, finally finally finally!
Shall not share the 5 days experience with my CL, nanti tak habis cerite! One word: draining. Be it physically, mentally and emotionally.. Gained alot, lost as much. Just hope that i pass the course and i do miss the CL when i come to think of it(i think).
Tmrw is grad nite have to be on duty and i will see you obviously im not looking forward cause i am suppose to be giving you up and forgetting you and im damn well fucking scared that the sight of you will change everything and destroy all the effort i have put in to forgetting you!
Damnit i hate that i miss you and i just cant stop missing you cause i dont wanna not think about you! Sucky much? damn well it is.
Ain said my blog is such an entertainment, i think that her life is! HA-HA
fuckoff