Okay, this is for real now, i hope. I really need a place to express all this, what better way to start rather than on Blogspot.
I've been looking at scenes from GossipGirl since forever, it has gotten me hooked. Bad habits has to stop, no such luck though. Anyway, today was quite fun except for the fact that i was late for attendance taking. I am so sleepy nowadays plus i am so tired everyday. Emotionally, physically, mentally. School is drowning me, making it difficult to breathe. Ugh why do i have to go school, at the end aku kahwin jugak, dudok rumah jage anak. Knowledge aku mcm dah kurang kegunaannye lepas tu. And maybe korang tanye, "klau cerai, kau confirm nak kawin utk support diri", well jawapannye adalah jage lah laki so tak pudar kasih sayang tu(-.-) and second, pandai pandai lah aku blaja jahit ke, masak ke so boleh buat upah jahit baju atau tolong masak kat catering place. Kan senang!! Tak ya nak blaja lebih dari 12jam hari-hari.
Wait, asal aku cakap pasal kawin ni? Semue org tau aku nak kawin after O's. Hahahahhahahaha.
Back to reality where i-obviously-need-to-study-cause-i-have-to-and-cause-sudah-tentu-i-tak-dpt-kawin-aft-O's , there has been alot going on for me. Like for example how totally unfocused i became during pledge taking today(bleargh) or how clueless i am about these new topics(bleargh) or about how the hell i am going to study and pass exams(blearghhhh). All these thoughts are occupying space in my mind and i am too busy thinking about it rather than studying-.-
Tmrw will be LF makan makan at Banquet.
Bye.
