Oh come on, dont tell me you ppl win cause you want to feel good. Okay maybe that too but lets face it, the main reason why you ppl wanna win so much is because you want ppl to pay attention to you, since you're a winner now.

But now, winning and losing doesnt make any fucking difference, ppl just dont fucking care when you become the winner.

So why even bother compete? Why go thru all the trouble when at the end of the day WINNING AND LOSING IS NO FUCKING DIFFERENCE?

So what if ppl talk? Oh, now people, STRANGERS INFACT, are fucking more imprt than me? What they thought matters more? Now we have to take care of their feelings lah? Well hello, who was the one who made empty fucking promises? Who lied? Who misused who's trust? Ppl love to look, they love to talk, its human lah eh, you should alrdy know that.

Im just pissed caused you fucking lie, you fuckingly broke your promise and its suppose to be my day today!

What the fuck, this is just serious bullshit alright!

My mind was made up once, should have followed it then.

SHOULD HAVE JUST STAYED AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK.

fuck you.