Just like love i guess, like they say, we love those who hurt us and we hurt those who love us. Sungguh ironic kan hidup ni? tsk tsk.

You wanna knw why i've been doing online? Reading this! I have to stop, i know, but its sungguh addictive and sungguh funny that it makes me feel better. I'll spend an hour each day reading, which is not so good cause i have things to do like study, study, study! I have to keep away from here):

Today school was sungguh interesting and tiring. Sape makan cili, sudah tentu terasa pedasnya hey? I think sch is starting to seem okay i guess, i can manage for now. OH! I have to tell you bout PE! So okay, we did YOGA, which was sungguh cool. Its for All Children Exercising Simultaneously(i know cause i answered the qns, ha-ha). So yea, then we were doing and the guy said the simplest things yet it made me thinking.

When we look up and take a deep breath, he said "opening up for new opportunities in life"

When we had our knees on the ground and closer to the feet and our head bowed down, he said "at the end of the day, we let go of everything and leave it all to fate and destiny"(like serahkan pada takdir lah like dat).

The whole day i kept thinking what he meant, and i guess he is correct. The reason why i was sungguh relax during YOGA was because he said "to let go of everything" and thats what i did.

So from today onwards, i will learn to let go more often so i dont bear grudges. Speaking of which, i think im over hating you cause IT IS SUNGGUH TAK BERFAEDAH OKAY.

And you know what? We have to be so thankful with what we have, all the luxuries that are provided for us cause i am. I am so happy to have my life like this, to have everythg i want+need and have so many opportunities for me in life cause you knw, what i saw just now made me realise what a lucky f i am.

Thank god.

Time to sleep,

RAYE IN ONE-TOO-MANY DAYS!(i lost count)

YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY :D