The power of the relationship is on those who care less.
"Look, i know i probably look and sound childish telling you all this. Maybe i am getting worked up for nothing. But you should know me of all people, that these childish things are the things that worry me the most. I dont want to lose what we have, the relationship that we built on love and definitely trust and honesty. On this site, i may babble off about my days with other people, about how oh-so-much fun and happy i am. But you must know, that at the end of the day, its you that i still wanna talk to, talking to you and hanging out with you is the thing i always look most forward too. Now it seems like we're drifting apart. Im sorry okay for what i said, i know it is so me to just say without thinking. But i was saying for your own good, i wanted you to live like you always had. You are busy with your life, i am busy with mine. You lead a completely different life now, while i still stuck under this shell. You have new friends, new life. In fact you have a new, favourite company now... I know i should just call you and apologise, but you know me, im too proud to do that. Its always you that apologises first, you that talk to me first. But now, as i wait, i dont think that day will ever come hey? Every night tears fall, thinking of you, sometimes even during the morning when i wake up.
I just miss you and our childish little talks. I wrote it here because you know i can never say this towards you, i always act like i dont care, when in fact, i care about us more that you can ever imagine.
Now, all i want is just for you to read this and know what i feel): "