Right here: fuck off ah sial

{Friday, July 17, 2009} 8:00 PM

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Title: fuck off,

and i really think you should, this might affect your mood.

"So what now, im not even allowed to show my feelings? I have to sit one corner, and just absorb everything in? WELL FUCK OFF, im human just like you who have temper yourself. I worked hard for what i wanted, and if you bloody well hated it, you could have just SAID, not COMMENTED SACRASTICALLY. I got what i wanted, and i was happy. You had to be the fucker and shout stupids comments about it. Its okay if you dont like the fact that i got it, you could just shut up, or better, WALK AWAY. But you wanted to stay and comment and talk and insult me. I didnt ask you to do it, i didnt force you! You could just say no and shut the fuck up. BUT YOU STILL HAD TO COMMENT!!! Just because i am so happy about it, i am smiling, while you all are away commenting, I AM HUMAN, I HEARD WHAT YOU SAID, I HAVE FEELINGS. Your response took me aback, kinda showed me the real you hey? Just because i am laugh and shake it off, and act like i dont care or like it doesnt affect me, WELL LET ME TELL YOU NOW: IT HURT ME SO FUCKING MUCH THAT I JUST WANTED TO CRY THERE! Of course i didnt, and i couldnt lah, later you and your narrow-minded mind will tink what of me kan. But whatever lah, fuck off okay. I worked hard for what i wanted, and i got it now. WHAT ABOUT YOU FUCKER, HAVE YOU BLOODLY FUCKING DONE WHAT YOU COULD TO ACHIEVE YOU BLOODY FUCKING DREAMS?"

"When i was in pain and despair and hurt and when my hopes just seem to have shattered, i thought i could turn to you, maybe you wanted to hear what ive got to say. Even if you dont have anythg to say, all you could do was give me an ear. But nooooooooooo, you had to comment, and hurt my feelings. Im not talking about the oh-so-funny comments made, its about the sacrastic ones okay. The insult, was enough alrdy. But your reaction, ugh, thank god i made a run for the door. I thought you were my friend, but it seems that you dont know when to be nice or be the fucking mean you."

"Ive always wandered, why hadnt i noticed you before? But now i remember: your fucking attitude ticks me off..... and it still does now."

When it seems all your hopes are shattered, your friends just dont seem to care, or understand how much it means to you, and your family members are suddenly busy with other things to lend a listening ear, who do you turn to?

MAYBE ITS ME, WHO IS HAVING THAT TIME OF THE MONTH, AND JUST BEING THE PLAIN UNREASONABLE ME.

OR MAYBE, its just you.