{Monday, May 18, 2009} 8:59 PM
Someone ask you, how are you. And you rattle tattle on all the problems and complications in life that you're having. And at the end of the story, all the person can say is "OKAY" or just "cheer up, there's always tmrw blablabla". You see, we waste our breathe and time sharing the problem and we just get that kind of answer? How very undesirable! So why ppl bother anyway, telling other ppl about their problems? Maybe it helps them feel better? But still, by just talking, it doesnt always make it better right? Hah, if it always does make it better, wouldnt life be easier? And anyway, even if we tell the whole world about it, what can they do? Those done cant be undone, the past will always remain unchanged. It has always been that will, and will always be that way.
Someone ask you, how are you. And you say you're fine, along with a smiley face. The other person will then have a new question to ask and finally you'll find a better topic to talk about, rather than talking about how you feel and dwell on it. Wouldnt life be much much much better and more meaningful like that?

Someone makes a mistake towards you. The person apologise and you say you forgive, eventhough you dont really mean it. Along the way, you suddenly get into a quarrel with that same person, and you begin to bring up the mistake that they used to do. Then, the fight grows bigger cause you said that you have alrdy forgiven eventhough you have. You lied to that someone, and that might cost you the whole relationship.
Someone makes a mistake towards you. The person apologise but you just keep quiet. The person will eventually get the clue that you have forgiven. Thus, that person will redeem and learn from their mistake to be forgiven. That person will be a better person at the end of the day. The relationship just keeps stronger, cause they dont lie about things, and they also learn from the mistake...... all because to be a better person.

You get something you didnt ask for. You dwell on the reason on why you got it, at the same time forgetting to use it to your full advantage. It began slipping out from your grasp, and once its gone, you feel this new kind of fresher air, that one that lets you breathe easier and faster.
Does it really happen that way?
You get something you didnt ask for. You use it to your full advantage and finally see the result at the end of the day. You became so thankful that you've got it, and life just got a little less difficult for you as time goes by.
Does it really seem that simple?

I didnt ask for you, you came begging in.
I didnt ask for all this, you made it all happen.
Now it all comes crashing down and you're looking at me!
You still have the cheek.......... wth.
I've already told you at the start that you mean nothing,
and i dont want you.
You still sticked on, unwanting to let go.
Enough is enough.
Stay me out of your complications and problems and troubles.
I want no part in any of it, delete me out.
You were never my priority, will never be my priority.
You have never been in my head, much less my heart.
AND YOU WILL NEVER BE.
get that right loser.


I'm just saying you know.
It's just me doing my weekly complaints.