{Monday, April 20, 2009} 10:11 PM
You know, eventhough my blog only has my post, nothing about me or my personal information, i still feel that people can see through me. Its like as if they know what i'm feeling inside, what i'm thinking about. Its kind of scary, to be feeling this way, that as though your life is an open book.

People always think that other people are luckier than them. You see a girl walking past you, pretty cute face, bouncy hair, hour-glass figure, and you draws up a conclusion that the girl is much happier than you. But that, is not always the case. Yes, probably their physical features may get them somewhere higher and in a more successful position than you, but their emotions and problems? It'll be much more worse than you could imagine. You dont know what they are actually facing, what price they have to pay to have what every girl dreams of, "to be the envy of everyone". And if you do, you would look up the sky and thank god with all your heart, with nothing but sincerity, for making you the way you are, for not making you go through the problems the "pretty face-bouncy hair-hour glass figure girl" is facing through.

Hey, i'm not saying i'm not happy or that i'm facing any major problems. I am as happy as i can be, i like to think it that way.

We should all take what has happened as a learning point, to learn from our mistakes. Grab every opportunity that comes knocking, and make the best out of it. As long as you have tried, as long as you know you have given your best, that is all that matters.

Goodnight everyone,
dont say things you dont mean, think through everything twice.
Dont follow your emotions, wont really bring you that far(:

and you know you have always been the one,