{Tuesday, February 17, 2009} 10:06 PM
Skrg baru aku tau sape kawan, sape lawan. Sape yang akan tell the truth, that will obviously hurt you, straight to your face and sape yang akan keep the info to themselves to make it be the topic of their daily gossips. Manusia sungguh deceiving. Over and over again ive been told never to judge a book by its cover, but im still doing it. Silly me!

School has been tiring, sucking up all my energy, occupying my life. I must concentrate in class and not fall asleep. Ive slacked too much. Buck up anisah, buck up!

I guess i am at the age of exploring my ownself. Getting very curious and wanting to know what is happening to me. Part of growing up, they all say. Then i didnt know that "part of growing up" will cause you much heartpain. It does suck alright.
People ask me if i still like that jerk. (Alrdy a jerk, whats more of him to like right?-.-) The truth is................. i dont even know what the truth is. If i give an answer, it would seem possible. If i say yes, den it will be possible for me to like him. If i say no, den i dont like him right? But you see, i dont even knw if i like him or not. I jst dont feel as comfortable as i used to be arnd him.
Dah banyak kali die buat aku nangis, sakit kan hati aku. Beh asal aku masih mcm baik ngan die? Im such a loser for him lah eh. Nmpk sah die dah move on, aku masih terheggeh-heggeh kat blkg. Mcm ape kan. Ly dah ckp die tak worth it, sejak dulu lagi. And yet aku maseh pursue. Now look what its ending up to be like :/
EEEEEEEEEE TAK SUKE. Guys are such jerks, tak suke tak suke.

bye ppl,
sorry if ive hurt your feelings anywhre among my posts,
dont cry,
no use crying over a spilled milk.
Eyer.