{Sunday, February 1, 2009} 10:04 PM
Never felt this much anger, never felt this much hatred.
Gimme time, im trying to get adjusted.

Youre not worth it, i keep telling myself. You lie, you sweettalk, you dont keep to your promises. You would leave me for days and then to come back only to tell me youre unavailable. I ought to hate you, i should be moving on like you are. But how could i? You were my happiness, you made me laugh and smile at all the unexpected times.

School starts tomorrow, tomorrow is monday, tomorrow is 2nd feb. Eh happy 1st feb everyone! The whole week will start all over again tomorrow. Lessons and homework, speaking of which... Ive yet to do my eng assignment! Big :O

Wish this could be over easily, like how it was for the first time. But it cant, can it? Because we recovered the lost time, and now there are more memories. It jst makes everything a whole lot more difficult now.

Sharing session will start soon, and im so excited, fake. Okaylah, a lil bit excited here and there, but oh well. I took me a long time to do the scripts and slides. Now im jst hoping that everything will turn out right.

We said goodbye once, and then we started off with a hello again. Will it be the same this time? Will you come and say hello again?

Nights everyone.

(sorry Ly for blaming you and all, ily.)