{Thursday, February 5, 2009} 9:00 PM
Im not ignoring you, im jst not talking to you. Cause ive got nothing to say and i dont wanna hurt your ego, ouch.

Ive been having sleepless nights, i bet you have to. But do i care? No i dont cause this is my blog and the only person i care right now is me cause im the one living my life. Deep breaths, im trying to be cool and calming down.

Let me ask you, do you trust me? Obviously you dont, judging from the way you ask me the questions. Let me tell you, if you dont trust me, you should jst save yourself all the disappointment and stop asking me all the questions. I knw i havent been on my best behaviour lately, and i dont deny that i havent been telling all the truth. But you need to cut me some slack too, give me a chance. If you really dont believe me, why dont you jst find out yourselves, why dont you jst find the answers of your questions yourself?

Today, i didnt go to sch with Nissy): I am reaaaally really really sad, i so badly wanna go sch with her. Today, i did my bio test, and i jst wanna cry out loud cause i had no confidence in passing and thats bad(duh). Today, i got back my maths test, and i am really proud even if my marks sucks, because i knw ive tried my best and thats all that matters. Today, i put up a bad attitude in lessons, and i hate myself for it, but im jst being a teenager, remeber? Today, i did my history retest and i am so relieved its over now!

I said shut up and jst get out of my head!