What was suppose to be jst 15 minutes on the comp has stretched to become 30 minutes already. Sheeesh what the hell, revision must be done, homework piles and piles and i really need sleep!
Weekends dont feel like weekends, somehow i jst miss my dec holiday all over again. Ugh.
Alright, straight to the point.
A misunderstanding happened today, and as a result i had my hopes high. Sucks very much indeed, he wasnt asking about me, he was asking in general. Great jst great. Fantastic really fantastic. Lies true lies ):
Besides that, morning and evening was spent with bff and it was nice having to have make our friendship grow stronger. It was nice having someone to let it all out too, maybe this is the difference between girls and guys eh? Guys actually gives reasons that makes you understand the whole situation completely.
Okay time to break down. I miss rohainy abdullah very much. It seems she's jst too busy? And i cant help but think dat she doesnt have time for me alrdy ): Since primary 1 up to here, i nvr felt like this. Now everytime i call, she'll be busy, or say she have to call back, when she doesnt. I get sick of trying to call, i dont wanna get sad all over again. I jst hope she would find time in her busy life to listen to me, or to at least how i am. Cause she's the one that can make me feel better and that life is worth living.
Tmrw will be a long early day and i dread it so so so much. Sheeeesh. Today after sch i saw my seniors. Someone were smiling, many were crying. And it came down to me that i dont wanna be crying, i wanna be jumping for joy. Thus, i will study hard, very hard in fact.
Have to go and revise, top student in the making (MCM PAAAAAAA!!!!)
and i cant find my oxfords advance learners dic and im fcking pissed, the thing aint cheap, tmrw nis asked me to go with her, but im sorry dearest i jst dont feel like seeing anyone early morning, i still love you tho.
eh bye lah.
" eh grow up lah, perangai childish, dah sec3 sak" OMG LOOK WHO'S TALKING AND SAPE SAPE LAGI NAK CKP PSL zzz PLEASE STOP EH. THANKS.
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